Product of the System

Since I wasted yet another day and a half dealing with this stupid government, I am spending today -what was going to be a day off- playing catch up.

I had a bit of good news in that the European client I have been chasing has agreed to spend a sizable budget with me. This budget is quite large and will give me much needed “pull” with advertising places on the Internet (and some offline too). So, that will be really good. My profit on that is minimal, but since the budget is so large, it should at least pay my bills.

My concern now is that they did not approve my crawler and search engine budget because they want more details and a presentation by me -in person- in Paris, France. Naturally, I have no problem traveling to France, because I’ve never been and would love to go there -even if only for a couple of days on business. Getting them to fund that piece of my proposal would really open a lot of doors for me and alleviate some of this financial hardship caused by this great country (sarcasm, intended). However, the U.S. system is so flawed that a peon probation officer stands between me and this half million dollar contract with potential to double next year. I have been told that I cannot travel overseas to make this presentation.

So, I will have to figure out something.

I have so much anger towards these people, and I think it’s ironic when people tell me that I have an anger problem. If it weren’t for those crooked cops and a flawed system, I wouldn’t have an anger problem. I think the important thing to note is that I do not have an anger “management” problem because I have managed my anger fairly well, I think. I mean, I haven’t killed anyone -even though they deserve it- and I haven’t really done anything destructive at all as a result of my anger. But, I tell you, this system is so messed up. When a little peon can stand between my making my second million and instead forcing me into a life of crime (no other alternative), then there is definitely a problem.

Too bad I didn’t tell my overpaid lawyers before where they could go when they said I should not get the media involved. I should have gone to 20/20 and suggested an expose of the corrupt system here where I live. Perhaps shedding light on these bad people would have helped me more than listening to self-serving lawyers who ended up stealing my money (tens of thousands) and helping the district attorney (my sworn enemy).

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